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Saturday, 07 November 2009
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Busy people...
I am one of those!!! Yes, I confess that I am one of those freakin busy people [and btw freakin is NOT a bad word whoever said that earlier].
So we got the talk, no not the birds and the bees, the talk that we spend too much time chatting on the computer. So I've adjusted and I've spent barely anytime. I kind of like it. I've got ninety messages in my inbox and I feel a little more free cos I'm not tied to computer and I've taken a hard look at my life. Like, I have so much life ahead of me, so why do I waste so much of it on the internet with idle chat? Talking on the phone? Watching TV? Like, that is just WASTE!!! I mean COME ON!! WAKE UP!!! I could be sewing, playing the piano, doing school!! Playing with my siblings!! Out with my friends instead of just chatting!!! I mean reading is also a downfall cos I usually don't read anything worth remembering...
So my goals are to spend less time on the internet - done
Do productive things while not on the internet
Make a living with music NOW to continue on through college
Yeah...'Whoa whoa here I go, it's like I'm living for the first time. Whoa whoa here I go, and I'm thinking it's the first time I felt alive' To quote my favorite band Relient K.
Life is too short to waste
- Here I Go [Demo]Currently: The Bird And The Bee Sides
Thursday, 05 November 2009
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Elopement vs. Marriage...
Common stereotypes [or at least the ones in my head]
Eloping: scandalous, thrilling, shameful
Marriage [my definition in this post is the typical church wedding] : proper, right, the way to go
Disclaimer: Now before ANYBODY gets ANY wrong ideas, I am not planning to get married to anyone anytime soon. This is just stuff I've been thinking about.
My mom and I were talking about it yesterday and she was saying that she wants me to elope. Like her mom did it, and she wanted to do it but they wouldnt let her, and she said I could and should. So that got me thinking about marriage. Is the whole getting married thing really that cool? Does it make a difference if you do it in a church or in front of a judge? I think not. So I will elope whenever I decide to get married and just run off and be scandalous!!
- Forget and Not Slow DownCurrently: Forget and Not Slow Down
Saturday, 31 October 2009
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Secrets
It's tearing me from the insideShred by shredWords are coming outThreatening to spillmy secretIts inside hereNot for you to seeI keep it locked upOnly I have the key formy secretHow do I tell someoneWont they all hate meIts not worth itToo many risks to takemy secretOne day someone will listenor notmy secret
- I'm For YouCurrently: Portable Sounds
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
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City On Our Knees...
TobyMac has a new song called 'City On Our Knees'. I think it is just plain beautiful!!! Thank you toby for that piece of work!! Listen to it here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFL2NDxF-CA ...
Basically what I am getting out of the song is that he is making a city that EVERYBODY gets along. I hate conflict really. I dont understand why some people selfishly fight and argue over stuff. I know thats the number one reason why relationships fail...
...Now the thing I am trying to figure out is where do you draw the line between holding a grudge and simply not hanging out with people who have hurt you in the past [avoiding being hurt again]? I've got a situation that I'm thinking I need to rebefriend the peoples who were rude and mean. Its okay right now, but I know it will happen again. Except I'm being slammed as one who is holding on to a grudge...
...which I'm not...
I'm just confused, confizzled and con everything else
- City On Our KneesCurrently: Alive and Transported (CD/DVD)
Monday, 26 October 2009
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I'm in a Midlife Crisis...
Okay, just kidding, I'll cut the drama............
....but seriously, I am quitting my job. Yeah, I can hardly believe it myself, I've been working there for a year and its my first job EVER and I guess I just imagined for the rest of my life I'd work there. I'm also quitting my volunteer job at the hospital too that I've worked for three and a half years. The reason I'm doing this is that if I'm every going to complete my dream of majoring in music in college, I've got to get serious especially before the music school auditions!! So I will have extra super more free time and I've got to use it wisely...and tell everbody that i'm quitting........
...But I'm ready for it. I'm exhausted from running AROuNd and doing everything, and im not getting the piano practice done, thats for sure. I knew I'd have to at some point and I've decided my last day will be on the 12th. After my parents get home from vacation cos we dont need new crazy schedules.
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
- I Just Want You To KnowCurrently: The Bird And The Bee Sides
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